Since the NaBloPoMo theme this month is “art”, let’s continue on with a random discussion of the topic, shall we?
I had no clue what to say tonight. Yet, I knew that something needed to be said. So, am I artsy?
Most of me wants to assume NO. I lack creativity in many aspects. I live in a house and would like to see it beautifully decorated–like magazine-worthy. Yet, I have no clue how to pick a style and go with it. I spend enough time watching the Food Network channel, yet am still heavily recipe dependent. It just tastes that much better if I have a correct mix of ingredients and whatnot…like someone else’s idea. I like some stylish clothes, yet my current closet in no way reflects that.
On the other hand, a small part of me wants to say “yes”. Yes, I do have my artsy moments. I like blogging. I like editing, whether it’s a church bulletin announcement, an email or an article. I kinda like baking desserts. I can help with the basic setup of a room, food table or dressing my kids so that they all appear simple yet looking good. I can doodle well enough that my kids recognize my drawings. I can carry a tune and appreciate a wickedly awesome urban gospel beat. I can comb my preschooler’s hair and have people compliment me on it.
I’ve come to the conclusion that yes, I am artsy. I will in no way identify myself as an artist, in any genre, but I do have some artistic tendencies. There’s nothing wrong with that. I’m quite satisfied–sounds like I’ve learned something new about myself.